Saturday, 11 June 2016

choose me, please.

Cakap la dgn saya.
Whatsapp la dgn saya.
Buat la first move dengan saya.
Ajak la saya buat pape.
Suruh la saya buat apa2 utk awak pun takpe.
Saya nak buatkan. Relakan.

Buat la first move, excitement awak untuk cakap dgn saya. Please la excited nk cakap dengan saya. Buat la first move. Whatsapp la kata nk dengar pape ke ke nak tnye homework ke nak tanya apa2 je la.

Friday, 10 June 2016

you excites me

Everytime after i meet with you. I guess im falling for you. Am i falling in love? I dont know but what i know is that i fall for you.
Gosh. I dont even know why. I dont even understands why. But you excites me. Talking to you excites me. Seeing you excites me. Even thinking about you excites me. I can talk about you and only you all day long. God i can. I can talk about you with everyone.
Your existence itself excites me.
You are the second person in my whole life that excites me to talk to. Even theres no topic, theres nothing to talk about. But talking to you, did that to me.

Ahhh. I dont even understands. I know thaT i didnt fall in love. But i fall in something. Its not those lovey dovey love shit. Man, im tired of that. Next time, love dovey shit let that be when im in my marriage. Its like with you, just you, excites me. I can forget about you, not be having a conversation with you or whatever but just right as you came and talk to me again, the feeling all looooommmsss back in one go. And i fall back again :'))) its shit bcs it would be hard to get over you although im not falling in love with you.

Maybe im falling in excitement. Who knows.

Saturday, 4 June 2016

bearable pain.

Everything hurts right now. Im in pain. 
Mungkin kah ini kifarah dosa.