Australia, I'll miss you.

Its hard to go back home, to go back to your reality when you have nothing to look upon.

I enjoyed my time here and Im still enjoying the last and every bit of it. My flight home would be, yeah, tomorrow. Flight at 9.20 pm would be ready for boarding. And it would land at 3.15am on 20 february. I can say that im about to get panic attack as im writing this. 

This hollow feelings are deepen inside me as im typing this. I hate goodbyes. I really am. It doesnt matter goodbye to a person or goodbye to a place. I can say that I am in love with this city. Im in love with Australia. Im in love with this lifestyle. The laid back lifestyle. The lifestyle where you can be who the fuck you want to be or you can do what the fuck you want to do and no one would even care. Yes this lifestyle, and Im in love with it. 

As much as I would like to go back to Malaysia. Even theres only a little things to look forward to, but i still gonna miss this city. And I guess, Im really gonna miss Newcastle. I've been living in Taree for a month a year before this. And I felt the same things i felt before when i left for Taree. And now, Im going to left Newcastle. Although i spend most of my time in Taree, before actually living in Newcastle, but Im still gonna miss Newcastle. Perhaps, Newcastle has been more like home. 2 months, and i fell in love completely. I really do. 

So yeah, life is a chapter. And this chapter of my laid back life is about to come to an end. And i guess, im ready for next. Although Im being ultimately indenial about it. But i guess, i have to face it. Gahhh. 

I hate this feeling. Hollow. Its not empty. But its hollow. Its homesick.

 Im gonna miss all of this. I really do. Last time is like 1 month. And this time its more than 2 months. So Im like.. the homesickness would be rather greater than before. 

Australia, I'll miss you. 

Thank you for the adventure. It has been a great journey. I've learnt alot in my 2 months. 

I'll miss all of this.