being sane

i guess im starting to understand you.

i dont say that i understands you. but im starting to. 

its hard at first, but time gets by, i starting to see your patterns. how you deny, defy, how there's so many you in a person. im far from judging, really far. its not my place to judge you from being you. But all and all, you, im starting to see you. The more you close up yourself, the more people can see you. 

I guess im starting to see, because ive been there. I closed up to people. But as i get older, i understands that talking to people is the reason of my sane-ness. 

I am sane because i talk to others. Theres this girl, i've talk to her about everything. I knew her very little time. I knew her in my diploma time. she's a friend of friend. she a classmate. but she ends up being a friend. I guess, she's the kind you'd keep till you die. She knows everything about me. Everything that needs to know about a person. Even FA doesnt knows that private into my life. I dont why i told her everything, but i guess, she's the kind that would listen to you, and by listening, you could actually talk about anything, and its feels good to get things out of your mind. 

Getting things out of my head, is the one thing that keeping me sane. 

I know i have god. I have quran and religions.But i guess, as a human, we also need human touch. Back to my main topic, im going to say that, Im starting to see you. The other side of you.

Its okay, really, I dont need you to share your problems with me for me to understands you.